All’s been quiet on the internet front lately. Life just keeps rolling along as smoothly as can be expected when you have five kids, one of them home less than two months, and you’re moving. Seriously, though, we continue to stand amazed at how well things are going and give thanks to God for this incredibly adaptable girl and her willingness to just go along with these crazy white people she now calls family. I do miss one of my bio girls who just hasn’t been quite the same since March 29. I miss her laugh, her real laugh. And her silliness. She’s mostly to herself these days. I try to draw her out, but only getting her alone works, and that’s not terribly feasible in a house of seven people. Lord willing, she’ll be back to “normal” soon. I miss her. A lot. But God has purpose in this too and we trust the hard work He’s doing in her life right now.
Sweet Haiti girl received her Certificate of Citizenship this weekend. We are super excited! Now we begin the process of re-adopting her here. Please don’t ask me why exactly…we just hear this can be a good move for her future and it will allow us to legally change her full name and the spelling of her first name.
Everyone wrapped up all of their school in the past couple of weeks. We had our last “official” day on the 10th, but there were loose ends to tie up. And as I’m writing, I realize that a couple still have reading to do. Ah, well. Maybe we’ll really be finished in time for next year to start!
Summer schedules begin to heat up this week and will swing into full gear next week. June is going to be a crazy month – swim lessons for three, soccer camp (two separate weeks) for one, youth group activities for one, day camp for one, packing, painting, moving, unpacking for seven…whew! July looks much more manageable (relaxing) though – thank goodness!
I loved this post this weekend by Ann – When All the Negativity & Pessimism is Getting to You. And this…I know this…But the last two sentences are what we all need….
Wondering how can we spend our lives to end poverty and stop oppression and if any of them will go out into this world loving Jesus more than their own comfort and double car garages and culture’s applause and their very lives and if their mother has wholly failed them or only just mildly ruined them. Kids eat garbage from dumps. I have yelled. They still bicker.
I see all who they are not. I haven’t hugged and prayed and asked for forgiveness enough. The economy could implode next month. I should bake more peanut butter cookies. They should be kinder. Years are ridiculously short and minutes can be relentlessly long and failures can seem eternal.
I have known it, the mornings that I have struggled to get out of bed, the days when I’ve fumed about all that is wrong in them and me and the world:
When we fixate on the worst in something, we render ourselves incapable of fixing anything.
But attend to the good in something — and we act towards the best in everything.
And as we enter a busy season and as I struggle still to communicate and truly connect with our Haiti girl and as I miss my sweet girl who isn’t quite herself, I focus on the glass being right full. Always. Full of His goodness. Full of His grace. Full of His mercy. Full of His perfect will. And we move forward, giving thanks, trusting Him, counting it all grace.
2561. time out with just my Ellie
2562. better days
2563. snow on May 3
2564. indoor pools
2565. the Discovery Center and her first time roller skating
2566. my first Haitian accented “love you!” as I tuck the girls into bed
2567. looking at houses
2568. praying through decisions
2569. feeding ducks
2570. extra sleep
2571. time in the Word
2572. an agreement reached, a new home in our future
2573. girls who speak their hearts, even when they don’t realize it
2574. seeing the girls in our new house – feeling like it’s home
2575. last day of school – done!
2576. Mother’s Day and sweet handmade gifts and $1.00 for “shockolate for Mom”
2577. a pair of much-needed keys missing; prayers for their return
2578. packing started
2579. Mission mornings
2580. feeding ducks again and Sonic Happy Hour
2581. warm, sunny days
2582. whole house clean and ready – my mom and girls helping make it happen
2583. a slower day ahead
2584. family time after a long, hard-working weeks
2585. the quiet of a Monday morning
2586. sun shining through windows
2587. heroes amidst tragedy
2588. being refined
2589. the realtor’s sign in the yard
2590. daily trusting we’re making the right choice
2591. clean SUV
2592. a littlest one who would rather help us work than watch tv
2593. packing and unpacking – remembering things we still need
2594. talking long at night with my favorite
2595. Friday again
2596. a cup always full
May your week be blessed and may you know the fullness of His love.
For His Glory ~